April 5th

Well,  I really shouldn’t eat or drink again for quite some time… Two birthday lunches,  one on Saturday here with J&R, one on Sunday with Chita and Len, and then a wonderful zoom session with my mostly NY homies (plus Joan in CA, Dino in Arizona?) – sooo much fun to see everyone – I feel very well celebrated!   Can’t wrap my mind around the actual milestone –  it truly doesn’t compute… But there it is… Starting another chapter…

I must say that the very thought of planting the huerto this year makes me feel tired, which is not a good sign, and afternoon bike rides are not as tantalising… Perhaps it’s just the end of a long and hard winter – not weather wise, just the constant state of being The Responsible One – responsible for everything… I would so dearly love a vacation, where someone looked after me for a change and I could just sleep for a week and not think about “things that need to be done”… in another life…

Sis is trying very hard to help however she can, which is heartening – every little bit helps.  She is getting dressed every day now – not constantly seeing her in her nightie and dressing gown is a big improvement. And we actually had an early birthday meal at Txoko the week before – her first outing, other than hospital and/or physio, in over a year. And I got her down to the sea on her birthday – all good forward motion…

Speaking of weather, the island is bone dry, the earth cracked already – so little rain has fallen this winter, it’s really scary.  It looks like late May, not early April.  I fear that there will be a fair amount of attrition in the garden this year – time to let things go if they can’t survive on their own, or at least with only minimal help…

Still no sign of the vaccine, but now I’m in the next group up, perhaps it will come soon. I just need to be good to go July 1st… please…